0018 - 2 Million Could Have Left

00:02 Shavuos Tov Shen Chov Dalet by the Fabregen, the second day of Shavuos. Towards the end of the Fabregen, the Rebbe spoke about Derush HaSidin, like he always did. The Rebbe would have say that by the big Fabregens, whether it was a weekday Fabregen for Toskis, the Yutrav, the Purim, et cetera, or a Yonte Fabregen, the second day of Yonte of the big Fabregen. So towards the end, he would speak about two things. He would speak about Derush HaSidin, and he would speak about Shey Nemes Yisroel, about the women. So here also at the end of the Fabregen, he spoke about Derush HaSidin and finished off with a brocha. The Yidin should go out, and the Meitzer Elamerchav, they should go out from Russia. The Rebbe said l'chaim, and he finished off the whole kos. And then when he finished, usually the seder used to be that right after he finished the sikha of Derush HaSidin, there would be somebody who, the people, not somebody, everybody would start saying l'chaim for Derush HaSidin, and they would sing the Nigin Siyah Sameach. In this case, for some reason, I don't know what happened, no one said l'chaim, and no one started the nigin. It took a few moments, and the Rebbe, like his face became very upset, and he said, in other words, he was upset why no one is saying it. And he started saying, if it be talking about the brother of yours or a relative of yours, then we don't have to wait till

01:08 I tell you. Now we're negait a whole klal, so no one cares about it. So now people caught on what he's saying, so they started singing Nigin Siyah Sameach, but the Rebbe did not like it because this was Shem Yizag Gelatit. It was patched up. He didn't like it. And the Rebbe, being so upset, started singing to himself. Es and es, you could see out of his marmoris, he was so farbitet from what happened, and he started singing this nigin. Now there are some people in the crowd who, no of sechel, didn't realize, didn't understand that the Rebbe is pushing this. He's giving out his frustration. So what did they do? They started helping him. Like sometimes the Rebbe would start a nigin, the people would continue singing, so they started helping him. So the Rebbe got like upset about that itself, and he took the napkin that was laying on the table, and he threw the napkin down on the table. And while he did that, it was such a strong motion that it tipped over the becher. And the becher tipped over, and it was more or less empty, but it tipped over and it fell. And then the Rebbe started saying with such israkshas, he started saying, tomorrow you're going to come and talk about sending papers to a brother or a relative. That's what you're going to care. Now, when there's such a iseris, and now you could have caused that two million, two and a half million Yidin will be

02:26 able to go out. And now through saying l'chaim, no one cares. It looked like it was a mamasha eisrotz and momaila that they were able to do it, and no one cares. And he went on and he said, they think about other things that are being kesav azov. Then there was one person that started saying l'chaim. And the Rebbe said to him, when it comes to kiddush, then you make kiddush on a full cup of mashke. And now we're talking about Derush Tidin, your yetzer with a little cup of mashke. And the Rebbe was very, you could see he was very upset. And he said, is there any child here under bar mitzvah? Because to them, I can't have any tiness. And he brought a child and they started singing Nishiyah Sameach, and the children, other children started helping him. And the Rebbe started singing with them. And you could see that the Rebbe was in a very great vekas. It was a very, very serious moment by the Rebbe. The Rebbe was very, very upset. And then the Rebbe said things which I think they didn't even put into Hanoch. So I don't know if I should even say it. The Rebbe said these words, Ya Rachmanes Af Mir and Ya Rachmanes Af Ayich. It's Ya Rachmanes Af Mir, Vot Afich Venem Adam Benkel, Schlachno Be Yad Tishlach. Send somebody, a zol kumen at zweiter, he said, un zol zogen, ventze zogen l'chaim, ventze zingen dem nigin. Un Ya Rachmanes Af Ayich, ir hot

03:37 nish venem zu heren. And the Rebbe was very, and he said a few more words which at this moment I don't remember by heart. And the Rebbe was very beis rakshas. And then, but then when this was over, the Rebbe then right away benched and mamish, the Fabringen was finished right away. He benched and then gave the Dabb Meirim and gave Kosha Broche. And I remember the feeling by Anash was so zubrochen of the way the Rebbe felt and even using such schwele words. Why do I have to be the Vot Afich Venem Adam Benkel? I mean, never heard. And I remember I heard this, I heard the next morning from Rabbi Rotstein who was one of the Rebbe's secretaries. And he was a real smart person. He was ois mensch. He said, who knows what the Rebbe's gonna do now? To be ochal chassid shalom, you know, he said, Vot Afich Venem Adam Benkel. It was very, very, until later people, you know, calmed down. But this was such a great is rakshas. And we saw that we missed an opportunity that the Rebbe saw lomaila that there's a eisrotz and that who knows that he said, zwey million, zwey halm million Yidin wolten kemt aruiz geferus land.